Random Tuesday Thoughts... Hosted by
The UnMomSo, I quit taking my medicine and I actually ate something today.
And enjoyed it!
Yea, that stuff is poison.
I probably shouldn't have taken myself off of it abruptly like that. But... I did.
I live to tell. And I'm not hearing voices or anything.
To be honest, my mood was good while I was taking it.
I just couldn't handle the side effects.
At least I think it was.
Of course I
was being super extra nice to everyone.
Just in case I actually was as close to death as I thought.
So, who really knows?
I've mentioned before that I'm not a tv watcher.
Except for that one very special show that only comes on in the Summer!
(And also in the Spring if there's a writers' strike. Yay for the writers' strike!)
BIG BROTHER!
(Oh! And Peanuts specials! I do
so love those!)
I have no idea why I like this show. Or why I like it so damn much!
But I do. I really, really do!
So anyhow, since every Summer (and one lucky Spring!) I'm like a tv virgin all over again, I'm always taken aback by the barrage of advertising on the screen.
Last night I saw a commercial for
Latisse. Their lovely spokesperson is Brooke Shields.
Latisse is a topical prescription drug (aka
chemical) that you apply on the edge of your
eyelid to help you grow longer, thicker and darker eyelashes.
Okay, this is a wonderful option for those suffering from an illness or side effects of a treatment that causes them to lose their eyelashes.
I think that's great.
But, let's keep in mind here that Latisse is made by the same folks who make
Botox.
And
also let's keep in mind
that eyelash growth is
incidentally a side effect of this medication, that is actually made for the treatment of glaucoma.
Read more information from the NY Times
here.
This is not sounding good to me.
Personally I recommend getting some good mascara and a life.
This combined with my recent (and past) experience with pharmaceuticals, along with the experiences I've had with my daughters being on medications, I'm starting to really have a love/hate with the pharmaceutical and insurance companies.
My youngest daughter has had great success with the medications she's on. And my oldest is doing well with the ones she's on currently. However, we've experienced some living nightmares in the past with her medications, including a permanent tremor of her upper body that she now has to deal with everyday for the rest of her life.
I'm not dissing pharmaceuticals. In cases like my family's and many others I know, it can save your life.
But when a glaucoma medicine is now being turned into a cosmetic cash cow, and my insurance won't pay for me to at least
try acupuncture... well, I'm not exactly suggesting that there's some kind of conspiracy going on, but it all smells a little fishy, ya know?
I won't even get into how many times I've waited in my doctor's waiting room, suffering from a five day long migraine while three pharmaceutical reps came and went ahead of me.
Or how when I worked in a restaurant we would cater for the reps so they could take lunch to their favorite doctor's offices.
Well, I knew this all along.
But it all just sorta hit me last night when I saw that commercial.
Pretty depressing.
On a lighter note, this Friday is Zoe's birthday! She's going to be 14!
She gets to come home for the day on Saturday and I'm going to have a little get together for her.
She's so excited! "I'm going to be
fourteen, Mom! That's a
huge deal!"
:)
It really, really is. Especially considering all that she's been through.
I'm so thrilled to see her doing so well and we are all anticipating her coming home for good.
I'm not sure when it will be exactly, but I know it will be soon.